sábado, 23 de abril de 2011

april 23 2011 , mid day.

   So, its Saturday morning and I dont feel like waking up yet, but I guess I have to, or do I? I love my new job cause I have weekends off, I dont think Ive ever had a job with Saturday and Sunday off and I love it, so Im grateful for that. Im on vacations from school, but I feel like I want to go back soon, why?...I dont know, its weird, Im weird, who cares, its me!! I go through stages, sad then happy, lonely then feel crowded, I wonder if there are people like me out there, I guess I dont want to know them, that would be weird.
   So we have family over spending time with us for a week, they are cool, we spend time just talking, I like that, sometimes its 12 midnight and we are drinking coffee and chatting, about everything and then about nothing, its one of those conversations where 4 or 5 people talk to each other and you have to keep up with 2 or 3 different conversations, its fun, its tiring sometimes, but I like it. Hopefully I get to go to the movies, we always go when they come, well I go with the kids, so they can get out or is it me that wants to go out? I think its me, we all want to get out, I guess. I feel like watching the Rio movie, some people say its good, I think I will convince someone to go with me, or should I go by myself? Nah, I should go with the kids, they will like it, I hope they do.
  I have a new job, its for a telephone company in the States. Im in the sales department via a chat system. Customers and potential customers come into the chat and ask questions, mostly for customer service or for problems with their phone, we are supposed to turn that into a sale, we need to sell, sell, sell, thats our goal, thats my position, some of them buy, some complain, some get mad at me, well they get mad at the company, but they tell me, so sometimes I take it personal but I shouldnt do that, then I just forget, yes I should just forget. They are not screaming at me, they are just typing their feelings in the chat, just like me Im typing my feelings now. Yes, I should do this everyday...it will be like my journal except anyone can access it, I dont care...
   Next week I get my final grades, I hope I did good. We had finals last week. So far I know I got an "A" as my final grade in a class, or should I say I got a 9, thats how they grade here, instead of getting 90s or 100s, we get 9s or 10s, thats how they grade in Mexico, its the same thing, well its not. So yes, I got a 9, thats great...well it was an easy class, who cares, an A will always be an A. I think I did good in all my classes, except for this computer class, well the final exam was on Excel and it wasnt that hard but I hardly studied thinking I would just make it, cause its only Excel right? Wrong, I think I did poor, lets just wait until next Tuesday then I will know. I only signed up for five classes this term that now ended, think I will sign up for seven next one, next one starts in May, yay May, I like this month, I dont know why. Its the starting of a new season I guess, well spring really starts in March but who cares. I like May, I dont know why. I want to finish school soon, but then I dont cause I really like being a student, think that when I finish I will want to go back.
   Okay, I will finish this now, the visits are here, they went shopping and they are back, they like to go shopping at tianguis, its like the pulgas over there but here they have new stuff (mostly clothes and shoes), I guess the pulgas have that also, I dont know. You could get really good deals sometimes, well if you are skinny I guess, I have trouble finding clothes and shoes. I wear a big size in shoes to be Mexican, so I have to go to "nice" stores to get my clothes cause they carry large sizes, I should get in a diet, I need to...for my health and to get clothes for cheaper prices, yes I should do it. Anyways lets see whats up, what they got, what is new, they got here last night but I was sleepy and didnt talk much and went to bed. So to me its like they just got here. Lets see. Well I will write more later if I have time, yes I should have time, I just need to manage it right. =)

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